That is the theme of my life that I am currently trying to grasp. What does it look like to fully devote your life to the Lord. I have a strong desire to want to see exactly what God has for me in every moment of my life, but I struggle with deciphering what His voice sounds like sometimes. I know that this is only an expression of my lack of faith in Him.
I am currently wrestling with the choice of changing my major just a month into college. I am currently in Business Marketing and have fun dreams of being a buyer for a major department store, basically playing with clothes all the time. Though this is a worthy dream and aspiration, my dream has changed over the past month and a half. I think that the Lord is leading me to politics. I really saw a lot of things changing in my heart and my passion and interested becoming fully enthralled with the inner workings or government and wondering how change ( I almost never want to say this word, because of our little friend Barack, but I have a point and goal in change that I will now express, unlike Mr. Obama :) ). I have a passion for America and what it could be, I see a lot of potential in our legislation and to be honest I cannot tell you exactly what I feel the Lord wants me to focus on within the arena, but the Lord is big, bigger than politics.
Little things have blessings and comforts from the Lord, so I wanted to share them.
1. I decided in June to enroll in a Political Science class just to see if I liked it, and I love it. It is very hard, but fascinating and for some weird reason gets me really excited!
2. I had been praying that I would meet like minded people who like politics. So, get ready for the list.
- First day of my Public Speaking class my teacher informs us of her strong love for the Lord and love for politics, she runs a little thing called College Republicans.
- My RA is a Political Science Major
- I met a girl at a party who loves the Lord and loves politics and talked to me for awhile about the reality of going into the field.
- A friend of mine in Comp class is Political Science major
- A guy in my speech class gave a whole speech about how he felt the Lord was calling him into politics.
3. A little thing that was extremely random, but gave me chills was at Breakaway last Tuesday
- We were singing a song about feeling broken and tired and lost in what the Lord has for us and the powerpoint picture in the background was a picture of the capitol. I almost cried over a powerpoint.
God is good, He is a plan and I am freaked out and thrilled about it.
I am continuing to seek the Lord's face in my decisions, because so far He has been beyond faithful to listen to a little girls heart and prayers.
With Love,
Lauren